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I cant help but feel grounded and lost at the same time. What is going on with me, everyone in my life is mad, no one understands that if im not in books i will FAIL!!!!!!! Hell i might fail with doing all the work, i seem to come up short at times. I know its an adjustment, and at times im doing better than i think. I want this so bad, I want to feel Eduacated, i want a job that i can stand on my own feet, and provide my kids with there wants and needs. Dont get me wrong, i know im on the right track, but the support only seems to come in brief moments by people i dont know. Im starting to learn it seems like for the first time, and it is very hard. My time is all on school, and at this point if i focus on anything else i will fail a test, a task, and a final.... = no more money for school, and books and i will look back at this as another failure. Im just feeling the presure, and im scared....... Just venting.............